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Saturday, January 15, 2011

ang sakit lang...

haha! grabeeehhh...hanggang ngayon wala pa rin akong naisip na may kwentang i post dito...kaya ito review ng review na lang muna sa mga pinagsusulat ko dati....

tulad na lang nito---hindi ako sure kung pa'no ko 'to na isulat basta ang alam ko-----"sakit" at depression lang na raramdaman ko nun...hindi ako emo hindi goth---pero .....arrgh! hindi ko kinaya talaga...

at ngayon, sinubukan kung basahin ulit----only to find----na wala pa lang sense at  wala akong na-intindihan sa sinulat kung 'to---ganun pala 'yon pag poot at galit ang nasa puso mo...---sa mga oras na 'yon.


(sulat 'to ni alter ego)



dying heart and broken




I am but shadow on a wall
I moan for no one can hear my call
In the beaming light I fear
for a gentle touch of it
can cause my skin to disappear

Times went by
Seasons have changed
But here I am awake and is still
As the twilight fills and the night falls
Still, the sound of silence is the lullaby
that keeps my eyes from closing

Upon the edge I’m standing
only to find out the truth, as it flicker on their faces,
pure enough for me to see
that even my shadow and blood
will turn against me
well, that is reality
Into the wave of crowd
I’m passing through
Saw the vicious eyes
looking for their next victim
Sounds of rage and violence
pierced through my ears
I found myself screaming
but nobody would tend to listen

I’m looking for something
I couldn’t even explain
I have nothing but this faith
I’m believing in
and this never ending string
The string of the wicked and death…

Through a looking glass
I see my face
there were ashes
divinely starts fading
and this room filled with beam
now starts drowning

This day may be over
and every breath I breathe I’ll save
bury myself to sleep
for tomorrow’s chances

This gushing blood I never felt
For this pain I earned is even worst
It’s too late for me to see
that’s something’s missing
Truth is but I’m all dead
for my heart is broken…

7 comments:

Rhea Gulin said...

ayos naman tong poem mo!
astig tong blog mo. exchange links naman tayo oh :)

Take care and God bless :)

nyabach0i said...

awwwwww. ramdam ko ang poot at lungkot. at ang picture! honganda! morbid! love it!

riZa d' hoLic said...

@Rhea Gulin: hehe thanks...! sure buh! ikaw rin ingat! ^_^

p.s. salamat nga pala sa pag bisita at comment ^_^


@nyabachoi: haha! chaka! ngayon ko lang napatunayan sa sirili ko...adik ka nga! asteeeeg! hehe

ISTAMBAY said...

ano daw.. hahaha... si alterego nagsusulat na din ha

riZa d' hoLic said...

@istambay: haha! uu matagal na....sa katunayan ako nga ang nahawa sa kanya eh! hehe ^_^

LhanLhan said...

may award ako saiyo, http://notbuknilhan.blogspot.com/2011/01/7-katangian-ko-na-di-nyo-pa-alam.html

riZa d' hoLic said...

uie thanks lhan...! hehe ^_^

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